Entry: Past Life Research Project Tuesday, June 08, 2004



My coven is working together on a guided meditation past life project.  We are logging all particular moles, birthmarks and lifetime or continual medical problems...

Moles...  I have a small light colored mole at the tip of my right eyebrow, one about 1/4 of an inch from the corner of my left eye and one at my right temple.  All of these are fairly light in color.  There is one under the side of my right breast, two in a straigth line down from that one, one that ist about 3 inches straight above my naval, a small one to the left and down from that one.  There is one on my left breast towards under my arm. One on my lower left back I have one on my right elbow and one on my left shoulder all of these are darker that my facial ones and range in size from a dot to the size of the tip of my finger.  I am, like most redheads covered with freckles.

Birthmarks...  I have five birthmarks.  One is on my left upper thigh which is about 3 inches long and an inch wide in an oval shape, it is very odd in that it looks like a very white circle with freckles in it.  The Dr has explained that there is a lack of pigmintations formation there, whatever that means, that one I was born with.  I have another on my right thigh shaped kinf d of like africa except it is barely 1/2 an inch high, it showed up after I started being exposed to the sun.  A small one on my right calf which again required sun to be seen and another on my left calf the shape of a triangle which showed up in the sun.  The last is on my right arm beside my elbow and it is very strange shaped and and almost looks like a splatter burn scar.

Physical traits...  Very thick, naturally curly red hair.  Green eyes with a very very dark ring around the iris.  I have a dimple in my left cheek only.  My little finger on each hand only comes to just a bit above my middle knuckle of my ring fingers.   Short little toes, with the big toe being the largest on both feet.  I have very long legs for my short height.  The distance from my hip bones to my waist is barely 2 inches, where as it should span from the tip of your middle finger to the tip of your thumb.

Birth Defects... I was born with underdeveloped ear canals and had a serious hearing problem for most of my childhood.  I had reconstructive surgery when I graduated High School and have almost perfect hearing in my left ear, but as a result of my eardrum being damaged by a nurse when I was younger, I still have to wear a hearing aid in my right ear at times.  I have permanent tubes in my ears.  My right ear is bent down and looks a little crumpled at the top.  I have an extremely high instep and only leave toes and heel prints in the sand with a very thin line on the outside.  I am very small boned.

Health Problems... Aside from the ears which was considered a birth defect, I have had kidney stones and must watch my diet constantly.  Sinus and allergy problems have bothered me my whole adult life, which leads to serious sinus migraines.  I have arthritis in my right hand which has bothered me since my school years.  I have joint problems which can keep me in constant pain at times.   I fight my weight constantly.  I was born with foot and ankle problems and the Dr's wanted to put me in braces, however, my grandparents refused and worked with me constantly until I retrained my bones and muscles.  I have no reflexes in my legs. 
Phobias....  I am afraid of spiders, not the tiny ones, the woods spiders, tarantulas and such.  I know it is silly but anything that is the circumfrence of a baseball that can disappear into a crack terrifies me.  Heights can bother me, but it requires an instability of where I am standing.  Space Needles and such that move in the wind.  I cannot and will not ride carnval rides.  Amusement parks with permanent rides do not frighten me, carnivals and fair rides terrify me.  I am not particularly claustrophobic, but I cannot stand things close around my neck or over my face.  I suffer from panic and anxiety attacks to the point that there are times I cannot leave the house alone to go somewhere other than safe places such as work or to visit family.  New places are almost impossible for me alone without serious medication.

Things about me that are odd... I have no problem with water in the ocean or pools, however I do not venture far into rivers, lakes or ponds, they scare me.  I am more comfortable in dim light.  I am always hot, always have been.  I have an odd ablility for mathematics which comes from nowhere. 

Psychic or paranormal abilities... I have a very strong sense about people.  I feel things before they happen and can hear things others cannot.  My dreams can be prophetic. 

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