I received and email from a friend of mine today which turned out to be the most terrifying thing I had ever seen.  Spiders, HUGE GIGANTICE DISGUSTING spiders.  I had goosebumps from looking at the picture.  Then I had to read the article part again and the fear snuck into the back of my head.  That chill which starts at the very base of your spine and travels up to the shivers. 

I went to the coven site and worked my way down the new posts just relaxing in the greens.  This turmoil is driving me to really want a valium. 

I spent a lot of the night stressing and I then sent my articles and spells out to Llewlyn.  I tried to send it twice and Joy kept hitting the Esc button.  So I replied to his last email inviting me to submit.  I BCCed one of my sisters and hit the send. 

I am going to burn some green candles and take a piece of flourite for meditation.